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I woke at 5:00 AM on Friday because I had to finish my English Essay. I didn't have time to cram for my Global test but I really wasn't that worried my grade in Global isn't going to get damage unless I get like a -75. I headed to school it was FREEZING. 
1st period
Dana and Brittany told funny stories from when they were working. Also Dana told funny stories about when she would get hit on in the mall. Austin kept making me do my impression of my aunt. 
2nd period
Global test = easy as hell Finished my Global my homework due on Tuesday so I won't have homework for a couple days.
3rd period
Egan made us grade each others essays. Great some kid had to read my essay and it is now adorned with comments telling me how much it blew.
4th period
Study hall did my Earth Science Homework.
5th period
Had an awesome Chicken Caesar salad. I was kind of a bitch to my friends. Once the bell rang Brittany was with me kinda looking at me. I knew she wanted an explanation why I had been so out of it lately. So I told her. I've been feeling really lonely for the past couple of weeks. I don't know why. My parents are good parents talk to me frequently feigning interest in my life like all parents do. I am always with my friends if not home. I still feel really alone if I am surrounded by tons of my friends. Last year I spent WAY more time alone but I never felt lonely. This year I always do like I am always on the outside of things. I didn't tell Brittany all this just that I felt really lonely a lot of the time. I shouldn't have told her though. She then went to certified Awkward!Brittany mode. I can't really blame her. I just can't believe I'd be so stupid to tell her something like that. 
6th period
Jamie is happy I am going to his show. Natalia tried to get me to tell her what Funky Cold Medina was.
7th Period
We finished the Shining. I would yell RED RUM at random times.
8th period 
Spanish = blah
9th period
Earth Science = blah squared

I walked home with Brittany I tried talking to her about other stuff. Stuff = how much I want to get out of this town and feel trapped. She would chuckle nervously so I stopped. I went back into Joke!Viviana mode everyone likes that one a lot more. 
I came home and just chilled for a bit. Talked to Lauren for a tad. Then Brittany and I went to the see the school play. The one I was too sucktastic to be in. I have TONS of friends in Drama club so I went to support them. It was really good I always liked after the play the most though. Everyone comes out and you hug your friends and tell them how awesome they were. Sarah H. saw me and I told her she was really great. She gave me a big hug and told me that she hearted (hearted? I dunno go with it) me. Pat was great at playing a horny Jewish boy. Justin played a really good father figure. I sat near his dad and you could tell his dad was really proud. He stood up, clapped and was yelling "Yeah Go Justin!" It was uber cute. After the play I went back home, watched South and went to sleep. I was really tired. I still am but whatever I will deal. I always do. 

I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down
*SoCo 
Because they're always there when i need em.