And this ticking clock isn't for me

I have a really bad feeling that my junior year is going to suck. I am just getting that vibe off the bat. My vibes are usually right. I feel like everyone is moving really fast and people are really changing and I'm stagnant. I don’t really think it’s the bad because people are changing into assholes. I don't know I guess the only image I have to describe how I'm feeling is : me standing still on a track and everyone I know running laps around me. You know what they are actually running backwards with smarmy grins saying "Where's the hustle?" Nothing I hate more than assholes running laps with smarmy grins FYI.