Your drug is a heartbreaker

Etkin and I are better now. Since people are dying to know what happened I guess I might as well share. It started out quite juvenile. I imed him and it took him a couple of minutes to im me back and he stated he was tucking his little brothers and sisters in to bed. So I jokingly said that was Unforgiveable and we were broken up. He did not appreciate this so I apologized. He just kept going on and on about it. Then it became "You know you say some really mean stuff to me sometimes" So I apologized for that and that I made him feel bad. He just kept going on about it and that is the point where I am like fuck it there is really nothing I can do. He is just bringing it home with his whining. So I put up a not so nice away message and he says that it was really mature of me to put it up, OBVIOUS SARCASM. So I changed it to my Superman one but he is still bitching about my last one. This is the point where I snap and go "What I put in my away message is none of your Fucking concern." So then he bitches about the away message. So I just stop talking for a bit and only come in at selective moments. He goes I am sick of you ignoring the situation, implying “the me being mean to him” situation. I told him I wasn't ignoring it and if he wanted to see ignoring this is what it looked like and I signed off. I know in retrospect it looks bad but he was beating a dead horse and there was really nothing I could do. He decides to be ever charming and text me saying that he is "glad to see we could talk it through, like adults." I replied with "Glad to see your head is firmly up your ass. Btw getting upset at a little name calling Real Adult." He texted me again but I ignored him 
The next day we didn't speak at all. He avoided going to his locker. We didn't make direct eye contact. Nothing. 
I find out later on that he didn't believe my apologies were sincere. So I text him telling him they were and I am sorry if he thought any different, but that I deserved an apology for the things he said to me. He refused. So he calls me and we talk. It was pretty intense. He is just oversensitive and he admits it. I told him from the beginning that there are going to be times where I seem cold. I get misconstrued as cold a lot of the time. But he is being ridiculous because he acts like we have been dating for years and I have kept crazy secrets from him. He wants to know everything and I am like dude chill out.  He is the girl and I am the boy. He never did apologize. I told him he has no idea the burden I carry and he never will. Part of me doesn't think he appreciates that. So I decided I have to be nicer to him. I don't think the issue was fully resolved. He expects too much out of me. I get that he is a no0b to the relationship scene but when someone before you date tells you they are private or might come off as cold at some point and to not take it personally PERHAPS you should listen. Part of me is still mad at him. I don't it is a forgive and forget situation. 

BUT ANYWAY ENOUGH WITH THE DEBBIE DOWNER SITUATION.
Yesterday I had tons of fun. I went to Marco Polo (a cute Chinese place that no one knows about) with Justin,Dana, Danny, Vivien and Nick. I invitied Etkin but he couldn't come. I actually didn't really even want him there. He gets uber weird in groups. He gets very AHHHH THIS IS MY GIRLFRIEND LALALA DID YOU GET THE MEMO WE'RE DATINGGGGGGGGGGG. I am the opposite in groups. I have this odd fear will think i am a slut. So I am like haha lets hold hands and thats about it. I hate PDA with a passion. I don't ever want to be that girl who is synonomous with sucking face with her boyfriend. Anyway it was fun. All the guys had a chopstick off aka they could see how far they could get using chopsticks with their meal. Danny finished his entire meal with his and vowed he would use them everyday. Justin kept saying this like "Yo Chinese People" and would say facts that would already know. Our waitress was hilarious. I can't really describe it without coming out as mildly racist so I won't. Afterwards we went to Eddie's house. We played Rock band. There were a whole bunch of us and all sang Maps. It was so adorable because you see like 7 guys and two girls all pause at the same time and go WAIT THEY DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU. MAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPS. WAIT! The other we like to sing together was Say it Ain't so. Where we would basically just sing SAY IT AIN'T SO the most tone deaf way possible. Then we went into the kitchen and it became a bash Sarah (Andryshak) fest. She is such a dick. I can't stand her. 

Then I came home and it was a bash Viviana fest. 
Now I have to start getting ready for work. 


Song to describe Etkin and I
I know you plan out
everything that you hope to say
I wish that we didn't
have to go about things this way
...
Don't get so up tight
Don't get so up tight

Oh...
Go away...