And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

I was wondering what happens to all high school kids the first day of freshmen year. I swear you wake up, enter your hallowed halls, and you are just tired. Something about high school just makes you tired. I swear you can get 15 hours of sleep but still be tired. I just yawned writing this. This is sad I am a young kid and I can't help but always be tired.
In other news I bought this uber rad jacket at H&M it is so 1985 its redick.  It is pretty much a member's only jacket with the snap in the front and everything. If I was COURTNEY BROOKER I would have a whole photoshoot revolved around said jacket but alas i am not. 
Speaking of Courtney I miss her and Lauren to the maxxxxxxxxx. I need help on my Jake mix so please help me/molest me ladies!

The play is going alright. I still suck but hey it will get better.

Etkin and I are fine. I still am a bit paranoid that he is going to break up with me. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't really like being with me. Sometimes I feel like I am bothering him. Other times I feel like he is too clingy and feels the need to be far too much in my life. I am the worst person ever to be in a relationship with. Sometimes I kinda want to tell him not to bother because I'm not worth. I am just too much hassle.


I have to start getting into the habit of updating regularly again. Nothing is really going on in my life but I feel as if it is important to keep me centered.