I used to live at home, now I stay at the house

Today I feel really homesick. I have never felt like this, ever in my life. This morning it just hit me in the stomach like a punch. I wanted to cry on the way to class. Now I am back at the apartment crying like a little vagina. I am listening to Transatlanticism and just bawling. I miss my friends and my mom so much. I wish I stronger than this. I am really disappointed in myself.
Such a girl.