Celin Dion, Another Ace Card

Not exactly proud of my night last night.
So after I got off the phone with my mom I went for a walk. It was a bit chilly. I was sitting out in the cold just crying and reading. Then I came back to the apartment and locked myself in the room. I just laid down crying to music and feeling worthless. Thats when I wrote that entry. I did that for about an hour. Then I went back out to the living room and got back to study. Megan (My UTD friend) texted me asking me to bring stuff over that she left last night (we had a sleepover and watched She's All That). I brought it over, we chatted and I informed her I had to leave because I had every intention of getting drunk. I also informed her she might recieve a drunk phone call.
Nikki and I went to my neighbor's apartment to get the party started.
Started drankin'
Decided we should go back to Andie and Megan's apartment and just bum rush them with a game of Apples to Apples.
Once Apples to Apples got underway, it was just a big ol funny fest.

 I did not win Apples to Apples more importantly. Nikki bit my tit through my shirt. (My neighbors just reminded me of that. Later on in the night I would ask about the strange mark on my breast) After my neighbors left. It was me, Megan, Andie and Nikki.Megan decided she was going to just cuddle up next to me, take my glasses and then show me the nudie pics that she sends to her on again off again girlfriend. Megan decides to take pictures of herself in my glasses. Then she takes her sweatshirt off and decides to take some belly crotch shots for her ex-girlfriend. Keep in my mind we are cuddle close IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LIVING ROOM. Nikki complimented her on her pictures. I had on a snap button shirt so she just decided to rip open my shirt. Now fun fact, when I get drunk I don't like to wear shirts anyway so it was pretty convient. Megan suggested Nikki and I have a threesome with her. Considering I am straight, Nikki has a girlfriend and Megan has her period, it seemed like a VERY POOR OPTION. We decided to move the crew into a bedroom. At this point Megan has lost her bra. Andie and Nikki are fully clothed and I am sporting an open shirt, my bra, and my jeans. Nikki suggested I give Megan a massage. I ended up giving Megan a massage with this cream that smelled like bad hotel soap.

Then Megan leaves to do god knows what. I am still in bed. Nikki says I should strip lap.
A strip lap is when I run around the house while taking clothes off (underwear stays on) Usually helicoptering my shirt above my head.
Megan comes back just in her panties now. I decided, in honor of Patrick, I would do a strip lap. I put my shirt back on and did a strip lap. Since I did not helicopter my shirt, Nikki said it wasn't good enough. So I did it again. I put my pants back on but left my shirt off. Called Courtney left 2 voicemails.  Then I decided hey lets take my bra off. Hop back into the bed, no top but jeans on. Then Nikki started saying these hilariously gay things. (Keep in mind I am the only heterosexual in the room).
"This is going to sound really gay, but I got to say it. I like clits...alot."
Several other gay things were said that I can not even bring myself to say. A discussion of sex toys.
So the night was winding down and it was evident that we wanted to crash. Andie lives there so she would obviously crash in her bedroom. Nikki wanted to go sleep in her bed. That left me and Megan. Now the night before Megan and the gang had slept over. Megan had slept in my bed, whined about her ex-girlfriend for hours and I made her a little breakfast the next morning like buds do. So i figured I could crash there. She says something along the lines of "Would it be rude if I said I just want to sleep by myself tonight?" I got pissed. I just started putting on my clothes and was pretty much saying "Oh I see how it fucking is" I am bitching trying to find my things. I stomp out with Nikki. Then I got to the bottom of the stairs, realized how mad I was, turned back around and barged right back into their apartment. I went to the room Megan was staying in and basically cursed her out. I told her how rude I thought she was and how I can't believe she would have the audacity to react this way after I let her sleep in my bed and she couldn't show me the same courtesy. It was bad. I stomped out again. 
She texted Nikki saying she didn't mean to come off as rude blah blah. I told Nikki that I am sure that would mean a lot of if she texted it TO ME and not her. 
She then texted me saying she was sorry and shit, but I told her "You got what you wanted, don't waste your night texting me."

I didn't sleep last night. Now knowing drinking does not help with my anxiety or sleeping. 
I apologized to Megan this morning for cursing at her. I don't like cursing when angry at someone, I think its really rude. Then I explained to her how people treat me like this all the time and it really bothers me. I feel like people tell me to fuck off all the time.
We have made up I guess.  
That is pretty much the important stuff of the evening.