I'm alive I swear

After work I went to see my grandma that's in town. She is different and exactly the same. Isn't that weird? Grandparents. It seems the more you know them, the more you you become uncertain about. Its funny how I see myself more in her. Her eyes are mine but she has the same ears as my father. However, everyone still attests that I am my grandfather. She is still sharper than ever. She is 82 years old and she still knew her teachers names from 1st and 2nd grade. That effin incredible.

Then I met up with Courtney (obvs not my love Brooker). We went to the double feature of Repo! The Genetic Opera and the Rocky Horror Picture show. I was really excited because I've wanted to see Repo for a while. The girl loves RHPS. She is pretty low key and I am obnoxiously overzealous constantly so its really adorable for me to see her get excited about things. 

We were a couple of seconds late to Repo but I loved it once I got into it. It was really campy and I liked the songs.So to Repo I say:

I have been to RHPS quite a few times. Its always fun but it always kind of evokes feelings I can't explain. It reminds me of Perks of Being a Wallflower. And that reminds me of the person I was when I was young and how I was so lonely. How I dreamed of being in a crowd of people and not feeling alone. Now its finally happened and its almost bittersweet. I don't know how to feel about it. But I like going.